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I alwiz cant understand myself... When i m in a relationship... Y is there not any 'electricity'? Y does it happen to me in my relationships in the past three years.. Whether anot, my other half is all that i ever dreamt of... Since last friday.... i oni realize tat the problem was there after all... There was this girl tat i really really liked three years back... I noe tat i m totally not her cup of tea... i dunno y... i juz like her... n the fact tat i noe tat i m not her type... i went on... telling myself tat i dun like her.. i guessed i succeeded.. then i went on to have a relationship wit this girl... i knew tat she had me at hello... thou, i noe she has got evrything tat i have got.. but i juz cant find the 'chemistry'... i really dunno y... i had been thru some other relationships too... but still i cant find out, y there isn't any chemistry..
Last Friday, i understand finally... I was kinda drunk at tat moment.. when i look at her... i mean she was the girl tat i liked three years ago.... i suddenly got the urge n the electricity... i felt as thou.. my heart wans me to tell her tat i love her... but my 10% sober brain stop me from doin tat... oni then, i realize tat... all this while... i haven't had got her out of my heart... tats was wut preventing me to have the 'electricity' in my relationship...
but nonetheless, right now... i noe tat i m still not her cup of tea.. n neva will b... the fact is... i noe i shud move on.. but how... becuz b4 this... i tot i had moved on... but after three damn years oni i realize tat... she is still having a special place in my heart... wut if i start a new relationship... n due to tat reason... there aren't any electricity? tat will i have to breakup again?

FAT day ar....

Yum cha again... 2 weeks in a row... but however, this time was at Doncaster... One of the most beautiful place tat i had seen in Victoria... At first, i juz went to city to find my baby to yum cha on saturday nite... we were talking n talking till they decided to go yum cha the day after which is sunday...












ok ok... then yuan came to pick me up... n she drove me to this place in doncaster.. Taipan was the initial plan.. but it was alredi full... so we went to plume instead.. i was actually glad tat i went eventough i was on a 'diet' lately... First of all, Doncaster is a place i wud die for to live in... I dunno y... But it really seems like a beautiful place to b in... NIce scenery... NIce food... nice houses...














Neway, my first dimsim of the day was chesse baked oyster... trying not to b lame this time.. i din take any pix.. neway.... it was wit the oyster meat... sum minch pork... n mushroom... to me it was really delicious... n then there were other new dimsims tat i dun find it in the places i normally eat... the 'ja leong' which yi khee love so much was cute... it was like chee cheong fun oni to have 'yau jah kwai' as the fillings... oni to be layered by another chee cheong fun having chinese choy sum as in fillings.. got another wan which i stilll remember is the 'pak fan yue' which directly translated as white rice fish... ordered by my baby... haha... its juz normal fried fish strips lur....





Then went to Glen for karaoke.... in which.... they serve a taiwan delicacy n sum fried food for snacks... which means... eat again...













Haha... Then hangout at Yuan's place for a while to watch Australian Idol... Yee ling wanted to watched thou....

Then went to this Korean Garden Restaurant which is walking distance from my hse.. N i neva tot it actually existed man... I had been looking for good food all around other suburbs.. knowing little tat, there's a damn good korean restaurant around my neighborhood... the restaurant is actually recognized as one of the best in Vic.. The first time, i learnt tat food can be cooked that way man... I dun mean to b jakun lar.. next time go ther... i shall take sum pixxx..

A sad sad week indeed....

Finally Stevie's funeral was completed... Since the 4th of Sept sting ray's barb... there wasn't a bigger news tat cud overlap the departure of a truthfully respected man... N wut touches me the most is of his daughter which almost represent totally the man himself... I was reading news at cnn.com when i got these lines...

"My daddy taught me so many things," she told 5,000 people attending a public memorial service for the much-loved conservationist and television personality at the family's Australia Zoo at Beerwah in Queensland state.

"I will miss him every day," she said, adding that her father wanted people "to learn to love all the animals."

Still remember on that day that he passsed away.... the was this msg tat was passed around msn to add a '(tu)' in front of our nicks as a show of respect for stevie... obviously tat is a turtle emoticon.. to wut relevance... i do not noe... perhaps both turtle n crocs swim... crocs as in the man was nicked crocodile hunter.. i think the closest emoticon tat comes to reptiles n the fact tat evry1 with msn has it... makes it more significant... no offense to tat man... i took a screen shot of my msn... n it was full wit (tu)s....

Beside stevie's news... there was other bad newss too... haha... i bought Rooney's jersey... the latest away manU jersey... imported from London directly by Jian Aun's ex-gf.. the thing is... ManU lost against arsenal n drew against reading... the jersey cost me AUD115... which was such a pinch to my limited resources.... been spending so damn a lot lately... but neways.. the pics of my jersey r as follow... dun seem too excited m i? u bet i m not...

N... here comes.... only in Australia.... The saddest news of the week.. Sumhow or rather i found back my love for horlicks... u noe.. the drink... I had tonnes of meals in Star East Cafe... i love the food n environment there... n especially the horlicks tat they make.. its really damn nice... This week i went to the HK Asian grocery... N wanted to buy one... The boss told me tat Horlicks in the whole VIctoria has been recalled after Horlicks lost the lawsuit against this man in richmond in which he drank it n had diarrhoea afterwards.. He sued Horlicks for not having all the ingredients listed on the label... This was damn shitty man... As i m not allergic to any shit.. Haha... Pretty selfish rite? but i really wanna drink it man.. the boss say i had to wait another week to c if the new Horlicks wit new labels will b out then....

My 'princess' punya reply....

Quoted from her blog....

My mom came down from Singapore for a short weekend. We met up with my parents friend and his family from US where my brother is studying. Coincidently, that leads to me journey back to Melbourne. Before I went to the airport, my dad weighted my luggage and told me, "What did you pack in your bag, it's 60kg. 30kg overweight arh! Are you crazee?" Then I went up to check, and I validated the figures, and I was astonished. Then my mom (the smart one) wanted a confirmation, asked me if it was true, and I said: "Eh, yea, it's really overweight." My dad was pulling out stuff from my bag already, and I was wondering how it seemed that I brought back more stuff the last few times.

My mom told her friend whom was at my house at that time. Uncle Ching, had a nephew who he knew was going to be on the same flight back to Melbourne. So he decided to call him and ask if I could use some of his baggage allowance. Meanwhile, my mom decided to check it for herself, and we all burst out laughing while I jokingly scolded my dad for giving me a heart attack. It was indeed 60pounds, which was less than 30kg! Oh migosh!! So silly so silly! So, my mom's friend called his nephew and said things were alright.

Well, they told me to look out for this guy, Uncle Ching's nephew, and Uncle Ching even showed me photos from thier dinners. So, I did try to look out for this guy but I was so unsure when I look around. Couldn't be sure if I remembered the looks from the photo. As I was getting to my seat in the airplane...I always stuff up my seat, so to make sure I got the right seat, I asked the guy beside the empty seat if it was the right row. I got a confirmation...and I had this funny instinct that the guy next to me was the guy my mom and her friend was asking me to look out for. So, being the crazee me (talking to strangers all the time), I started asking him question to fish for assurance that it was him. Most of the answers he gave me didn't confirm the information given to me before at all! So I was just about to give up, when I took the courage to ask him his surname and I got it right. (Well, Uncle Ching gave me his chinese name, and he introduced himself with his English name)Then, he got it and ask if I were the "Diane" he was asked to look out for too...Haha.. Yay!

Anyway, so a new friend made. A funny episode.

sleepless dimsim (yum cha) day...

Havent been sleeping much man.. Last nite went to clayton station to pick Lim up n went to star east for dinner b4 goin to rae's for poker.. i reached rae's at abt 11.30pm with jin hui n james a lil later.. then the poker tournament... haha... i was the noob there, so i shudn't say tournament... neway, it started at abt 12.... My hand wasn't good for the first game... ended up, me buying in once... n i didn't even make it to top 5... there was 10 players... me, rae, sam, felin, suet li, jin hui, james, maggie, sze ting n lim... so it was tat bad.. making me lost $4 in the first game.. then the second wan was rather good... still i finished at fourth... another $2 n finally $6 in the third game... ended up abt 6.30am.... then i reached home at abt 6.45 n went straight to bed... The best thing i learnt from this poker session was Maggie's description... wait... first of all Lim was at crowns b4 i picked him up, he lost a few hundreds there again.. today.. but his hand was extremely good at rae's... the problem is at rae's, it was a $2 hand... So Maggie (the malaysian wannabe from hongkong... she say she is from shuebang (subang)).... Maggie said a famous chinese proverb abt Lim, "Yheng Jau Yheng Lap Tong, She Jao She Kan Chong" meaning winning a small bet and losing the bigger wan... BUt neways, her version was : win "jao" win lolly, lose "jao" lose factory... haha..

chris woke me up at 12.15pm as we're suppose to go 4 yum cha(hk version) at boxhill.. but we changed to the New Royal Garden Restaurant at Blackburn Rd. instead... Haha... My first dimsim in Australia.. The plan was supposed to be last week but i slept all the way thru the afternun last saturday since i was singing k the day b4....

newayss... the dimsim session... wasn't of tat great... i stilll prefer the malaysian touched to it... My first order was the prawn chee cheong fun..














The chee cheong fun wasn't tat great... without the belacan. which i didn't dare to ask for... haha... imagine if they dun have.. i wud have looked like an idiot... The soy sauce tasted different as well... hehe... but the prawn was quite good..













The normal stuffs came on just like the har kow... siu mai... sharksfin mai.. this har kow... my hometown 1 at connaught still better by far lar... ask my pattern pattern bros, u will noe how good it is... But one special thing tat the restaurant here has, is the har kow wong... which means king of har kow... which is abt three times the size of the normal wan... n have more prawns...













Sorry... i took a bite b4 taking this pic.. lol.. to c if its worth taking a pic... as u can c here now... its not bad lar.. it taste like wut? taste like a bigger har kow lor.... lol... 3 pieces of this cost $7.50... haha... damn blardy expensive... the best design goes to the salad prawn...













It's like a pai tee from the 'The Chicken Rice Shop' in msia.. the bottom was of cuz the fried pancake... n the middle part was some cold fruits.. with the prawn on top tat has mayonnaise.. i dunno y most of the pix i took was all prawn dimsims... mayB we ordered mostly with prawns... as jian aun doesn't eat pork.. he say pigs r cute animals... Right opposite the restaurant... was this shop with a funny name tat caught my attention... as i m in mechatronics monash... my unit code all starts with 'gse' which represents the mechatronic faculty... n since the syllabus is changing alredi... the new batch are called 'trc'... thus i saw this shop... which has the shortform of trc... n guess wut it write? i m not discriminating or anything... i juz find it funny lor..

my 'keng' stator ar...

Finally, one part of my baby is done ar.. This is the stator for my final year project which i had spent the last 4 weeks spending abt 30 hours over the five day period of evry week juz to get this completed.. U wouldn't believe this... This is a huge piece of mild steel in which i need to remove the extra bits... then make sure its a square... in which i need to go mil by the mils... then drilling a hole in the middle... then enlarging the tiny hole mil by mil... then from the square block... making it round... n the final touch... drilling the holes at the appropriate areas... this are all totally bull shit man... where the hell is the cncs machines... i paid 10k OZ for my fees evry sem... N this r the crappy machines that took so much time away from my life? Neway... This is the heart of my baby... which is.... so beautiful tat i brought it home the day it was announced complete....

Haha.... n most ppl wud be noticing tat .... i call this the 'keng' stator... lol... 'keng' is actualy one word tat i learn from the canton of hong kong... u noe.. we, msians... alwiz speak canton in a funny way... somehow i felt the hongkie way was cooler... Instead of saying 'hou leng' to describe ur very beautiful... i shud start now by saying 'keng leng'... if my pinyin is right... but then... this is a really cool way of saying it... as a msian... my canton took a huge step of improvement instead of my english... i guess i was spending more time with hongkies that the locals.. when its raining... we alwiz say 'lok sui' which directly translated as dropping water... in fact.. its wrong... we shud say 'lok yue' which is translated as dropping rain... haha... tat sums up my sucky mother tongue man... n i aso cant stop adding the word man behind my sentences lately... cuz on saturday, i went for a soccer game at the sports rec against jian aun's church's frens... it was a nice game... we were seperated into two groups.. n we randomly picked a captain to lead both teams... i was playing alongside our captain... n he alwiz have to say 'nice play, man'.. 'good job, man'.. 'u've been playing well, man'... u better take care of tat guy, man'.... i was like... wtf is with all his man man man... lol... he was a hongkie borned OZ-wannabe... but wut difference that i make? i m a msian borned... hongkie-wannabe....

Lately, i have been watching this tvb series named 'Men in Pain' n there was a girl with extremely cute voice.. Her name was Toby Leung.. Lil did i realize she finished as second runner up behind Janice n Evanna on the best female newcomer last year... I juz tot she was a random girl trying her acts in tvb.. Then i passed my series to my hsemate to watch it.. It was his love at first sight... He fell in love with Toby straight away... He even try guessing her email add to add her at msn n frenster... funny? try beating it... lol... Newayz, he was putting her song on his altec lansing the whole day... N our hse wasn't big enough for me to ignore tat song... N today, i gave in... N i started to love her songs too.... I liked three of her songs... its canton... named 兌換晴天, 我們仨 & 望星打卦. Was rather nice... Honestly...


N i guessed the best part of the week is tat, I alwiz had this in mind tat a taiwanese actress named Annie Lau Sam Yau was a lady of true beauty.. She acted in the movie "Ah Sou", english name Mob Sister... N she was also one of the contestant in BEautiful Cooking Episode 5.. N i was usually goin to my lab yesterday to do my thesis... n i saw this girl... i froze... i was mesmerized by her beauty that i almost blanked out.. fuuuuuhhh... then oni i realize that this girl actually looks like Annie.. Haha... I tot she was waiting for her bf at building 72.. becuz.. i havent seen her in the engineering buildings b4... But today, i found out some infos abt her... she was actually waiting for her brother... lol... N the worse thing was... She is in her tenth grade... which means she'll b 15 this year... N i m 22... 7 years... wut a gap?? N i had this mazidtronics classmate, Justin saying... wuts the BIG DEAL?? Try looking at Siti n Datuk K.... I was... OK OK... U WIN!!

4 out of 4... n 4 good news...

Ryan Giggsss done it again for ManU... He scored in the 9th minute against Spurs.. N sealed the 1-0 victory n ManU 4th win out of 4 games of the premiership season... 5-1 against Fulham.. 2-1 against Watford... 3-0 against Charlton.. Haha... N the second n third good news was Ryan Giggs named the player of the month for august while Fergie got the manager of the month award...

N the best news for me was that ManU is playing in Malaysia next year... THanks to Air Asia.. Lol... The last time they came was on the 22nd July 2001, which i went to watch both the training session n the game.. Neways, even if they r not planning to play in Msia.. I wud have gone to Old Trafford to watch u guys play anyway.. This had helped me save thousands of ringgit...

Bad Omen for the great day.. N the shawncheryl story continues..

Today, was suppose to be a usual day.. i slept suprisingly early ystrdy after i had done my mini assignment for technology n society.. So, i woke up at abt 8.10am, took my bath... got ready for my task at the workshop today.. I reached there, n suprisingly today, Mr. Maurice Gay.. n yes.. tat's his name... Helped me to do all the tough jobs instead of me doing it.. But as i travelled around the engineering faculty, i bumped into Dr. Mazid twice.. How bad can tat b? As 4 u tat doesn't noe his legends.. He is the 'best' lecturer of all time n the only one tat succeeded in changing my course from mechatronic to mazidtronic..

Lol... Neways, Sam had asked me out for a K session few days back.. N today was the day.. I borrowed chris' car n fetched yong yuan n sam to the city for dinner n then k session.. Neway, the great things started to happen then on.. It was raining heavily n i cudn't get a parking space nearing burke st. for dinner.. Thus, Sam called my Cheryl if i could park in his apartment instead which is at QV2.. So i went to pick Cheryl from UNi lodge..N to her apartment... Haha... The rumours of me n cheryl being 'together' took a huge step forward as we announced to evry1 tat we r together... lol... I BABI u ar, my Cheryl... neway, it was great fun having her... She's cud b nice at times..

Neway, after dinner, we went to K box @ La Trobe for our K session.. My first ever in my time here.. The place was quite dodgy, but we had real fun in it.. We sang songs.. N tease Yi Khee on the departure of Mr. Johnson which is back to Taiwan for good.. Haha... N obviously, me n cheryl had great time too.. Leaving others plenty of question marks in their head... which was fun to me.. Oh ya, this is also the first time, i did a loop turn... which is oni done at places tat has tram tracks on them.. which means, keeping left then turn right.. when the light turns red.. lol.. Overall the K session was briliant... From 10pm to 4am.. Singing, 'chai-mui-ing', drinking, fagging n camera whoring.. Evry1 was completely dead by abt 3am.. thanx to Mr Johnie Walker that we bought..

Happy birthday Malaysia

I was late to wish selamat hari jadi malaysia.. was busy doing my assignments regarding the channel deepening at port philip... but newayss.... today is the beginning of spring... it was 24 degrees out there today... heard from the radio that it's the hottest first day of spring ever in victoria... n to make matters worse.. the unofficial exam timetable is out... the last exam timetable tat has anything to do wit me...

But the funniest thing tat happened today was the fire 'drill'... till now i dunno if its a real fire or it was juz a drill... i was doin my thesis in the mechanical workshop today when the alarm triggered... there's actually speakers with a man voice saying evacuate... the msian campus' fire alarm oni rings all the way... without telling u wut to do.. anyway... it really pisses me off... i juz got to do my thesis seriously.. the workshop technicians have breaks all the time... breakfast break, lunch break.. tea break... which sucked out so much time... n i can oni do my work there when i do not have class.. so the fire drill sucked out more time... n the best part was... my fabrication was done to the milimeter... so i need lots n lots of time juz to cut off a small part from my mild steel... haha... so fcuked up man...

newayzz.... Happy HARI KERMERDEKAAN YANG KE-39 ya... LOVE YA