Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Happy Merdeka Malaysia

Just an update of my life...

Got my PCE test out of the way... Got a PASS for the paper... Being the lazy me, i only managed to read 4 of the total 7 chapters... Went in the exam hall, took about 15 minutes to answer 50 mcq(s) and 5 mins to check them and then leave the exam hall...

Internet has been down for the past one week... Finally got it fixed after my PCE test this morning... apparently, lightning can strike modems in a way that it disrupts the settings.. at least this is what the technician say... but i still can't see the logic of it....

Also, I had a chat with Justin Leow from Singapore in Mid Valley after work. His has got a job to offer me in singapore. Without doubt, this is a huge opportunity... The currency, the exposure, switching for a national surveyor into an international surveyor, chance of going back to Australia for work (since i m also helping out the Perth side) and finally away from the MCs... After about a 2 hour chat with him, i realize that they are a very american cultured company meaning its results driven.. I love what he has got to say about the company.. I think there are many things that i can look at from the job offer.. However, being experience what it is to be abroad without my mum, sis, my best buddies... This would be somehow different althou they are probably few hours bus away... Chartis is also currently providing me a great learning curve unlike during the days my previous HoD is in charged... Both is good, money will probably end up as the deciding factor... I would take some time to think about this... Plus there are 2 more candidates up for the job offer in 2 weeks time... But i guess, my presentation of myself is not bad at all... not much hiccups.. n i think i tell him exactly what a person i m, so there is no over-expectation of me... i would work better being motivated rather than being expected... Anyhow the result, we shall see...

Monday, August 30, 2010

One of the better quotes

Quote : "It's a problem being beautiful. It's only the handsome men that ask us out because they're the only ones who think they have a chance. And handsome men are dolts. Life is unfair to us. At some point we have to face the certain reality:Despite all the good the world seems to offer, true happiness can only be found in one thing - shopping" end quote

It is funny how when one door closes... so many more opens... at least for me...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Malaysian market August ending week

Hope to see a bullish market for financial and GLC stocks for the coming week...

Going to move in banks...

Fingers crossed...

Friday, August 20, 2010

A rude awakening

For the past 4 months, u came, u saw, u conquered... I tried my very best to please you... so much, i realize, i lost myself... finally, things got out of hand.. emo period kicks in...

But i learnt two important things,
1. Cold blooded (not only that you are towards me, but this is what i am going to be)
2. I no longer leave my plate clean

At least, it's clear to me now.. not only that I got myself back.. I realize what I am going to do... Not only in relationship sense.. Things had hit hard on me lately.. I was whining too much..

I am no longer going to whine ever in my life.. I will definitely going to make it happen.. I know what I am going to do to make my career bloom now.. Same as for you.. I know it's probably mission impossible.. But i vow to try my best, not to please you, but to be with you.. Because I love how you make me feel when I am with you.. N you're worth it...

Monday, August 16, 2010

Wang Lee Hom - 你不知道的事


Hu die zha ji ci yan jing
Cai xue hui fei xing
Ye kong sa man le xing xing
Dan ji ke hui luo di
Wo fei xing
Dan ni zhui luo zhi ji
Hen kao jing hai ting jian hu xi
Dui bu qi wo que mei zhuo jin ni

*Chorus
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
Ni de li di xiang qin peng da yu sui le man di
Zai xin li qing xi
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
Duo de shi
Ni bu zhi dao de shi

(Repeat from top)

Wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji
HO ~ HO ~ HO ~

(Repeat Chorus)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

The Docklands Story

Docklands is approximately 30 minutes drive from where "we" used to live. That place has a special meaning to us. It is a place we go to on random, almost all the time. It is our happy place. We go there, sitting down, watching the moon, counting the stars as we let the winter chill wind get into us. We probably chat, but most of the time, we don't. Sitting there is good enough... =) I miss Docklands...

Friday, August 13, 2010

2nd layer

I am blogging about this because i m so overwhelm about the mental kick that my dream gave me. Just cutting it short. Imagine that you dreamt that you got something that u can only ever imagine having it. N in the dream everything seemed so natural. And you woke up from it realizing that it was just a dream. N then the thing repeats itself, you get something that you can only imagine of having AGAIN. *Poof*, and then you wake up realizing that it was a dream again.

N when shit isn't shitting you enough,

You actually tilted your entire body and face a totally different position, and have the entire 2nd layer process all over again. Simplifying it, YES then NO, "oh really?", it's actually YES, and then NO.. N then repeat from step ONE. I actually feared of falling asleep again for the next 5 mins, which seemed like forever..

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

周杰伦 (Jay Chou) - 说了再见


天涼了 雨下了 妳走了
Tian Liang Le Yu Xia Le Ni Zou Le
清楚了 我愛的 遺失了
Qing Chu Le Wo Ai De Yi Shi Le
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
Luo Ye Piao Zai Hu Mian Shang Shui Zhao Le
想要放 放不掉 淚在飄
Xiang Yao Fang Fang Bu Diao Lei Zai Piao
妳看看 妳看看不到
Ni Kan Kan Ni Kan Kan Bu Dao
我假裝過去不重要
Wo Jia Zhuang Guo Qu Bu Zhong Yao
卻發現自己辦不到
Que Fa Xian Zi Ji Ban Bu Dao

說了再見 才發現再也見不到
Shuo Le Zai Jian Cai Fa Zian Zai Ye Jian Bu Dao
我不能 就這樣 失去妳的微笑
Wo Bu Neng Jiu Zhe Yang Shi Qu Ni De Wei Xiao
口紅待在桌角
Kou Hong Dai Zai Zhuo Jiao
而妳我找不到
Er Ni Wo Zao Bu Dao
若角色對調 妳說好不好
Ruo Jiao Se Dui Diao Ni Shuo Hao Bu Hao

說了再見 才發現再也見不到
Shuo Le Zai Jian Cai Fa Zian Zai Ye Jian Bu Dao
能不能 就這樣 忍著痛 淚不掉
Neng Bu Neng Jiu Zhe Yang Ren Zhe Tong Lei Bu Diao
說好陪我到老
Shuo Hao Pei Wo Dao Lao
永恆往那裡找
Yong Heng Wang Na Li Zao
再次擁抱 一分一秒 都好
Zai Ci Yong Bao Yi Fen Yi Miao Dou Hao

天涼了 雨下了 妳走了
Tian Liang Le Yu Xia Le Ni Zou Le
清楚了 我愛的 遺失了
Qing Chu Le Wo Ai De Yi Shi Le
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
Luo Ye Piao Zai Hu Mian Shang Shui Zhao Le
想要放 放不掉 淚在飄
Xiang Yao Fang Fang Bu Diao Lei Zai Piao
妳看看 妳看看不到
Ni Kan Kan Ni Kan Kan Bu Dao
我假裝過去不重要
Wo Jia Zhuang Guo Qu Bu Zhong Yao
卻發現自己辦不到
Que Fa Xian Zi Ji Ban Bu Dao

說了再見 才發現再也見不到
Shuo Le Zai Jian Cai Fa Zian Zai Ye Jian Bu Dao
我不能 就這樣 失去妳的微笑
Wo Bu Neng Jiu Zhe Yang Shi Qu Ni De Wei Xiao
口紅待在桌角
Kou Hong Dai Zai Zhuo Jiao
而妳我找不到
Er Ni Wo Zao Bu Dao
若角色對調 妳說好不好
Ruo Jiao Se Dui Diao Ni Shuo Hao Bu Hao

妳的笑
Ni De Xiao
妳的好
Ni De Hao
腦海裡
Nao Hai Li
一直在繞
Yi Zhi Zai Rao
我的手
Wo De Shou
忘不了 妳手的溫度
Wang Bu Liao Ni Shou De Wen Du
心 碎了一地
Xin Sui Le Yi Di
撿不回從前的心跳
Jian Bu Huo Cong Qian De Xin Tiao
身陷過去我無力逃跑
Shen Xian Guo Qu Wo Wu Li Tao Pao

說再見 才發現再也見不到
Shuo Zai Jian Cai Fa Zian Zai Ye Jian Bu Dao
能不能 就這樣 忍著痛 淚不掉
Neng Bu Neng Jiu Zhe Yang Ren Zhe Tong Lei Bu Diao
說好陪我到老
Shuo Hao Pei Wo Dao Lao
永恆往那裡找
Yong Heng Wang Na Li Zao
再次擁抱 一分一秒 都好
Zai Ci Yong Bao Yi Fen Yi Miao Dou Hao

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

"Just nice"

Life to me is a bitch when the line is too straight
I always like spicing it up a little
However, spicing it too much will just make it inedible
Spicing it too little is practically stupid

Life to me is a bitch when the line is at the bottom
I hate this as I loses my smile cause that is one thing about me I love the most
I could always hype things up knowing me
But behind that clusters of neurons,
I know it is hanging out at this bottom part of the line which makes me appreciate the top
I just need to toy with with it

Life to me is a bitch when the line is at the top
I always smile
When I smile, the smile-o-meter starts ticking
Putting a count to the number of smiles
Behind that clusters of neurons,
I asked myself, "Is this ever going to end? Because I am bored (not sick) being at the top

Complicated? No, I love it "Just nice"

Conclusion, the thing hiding behind that clusters of neurons is the bastard that is killing me

Monday, August 02, 2010

Me, Myself and I (continues)

My thinking algorithm....

I want, I need, I do....


Having said so... The top 5 most random things that i had done :

1. Returning to Melbourne for my Masters
2. Felt like leaving Melbourne for holidays and booked the air ticket to Adelaide 8 hours away
3. Bought a PSP on random
4. Bought a single person air ticket to Shanghai with serious intentions of travelling alone
5. Drove down to another country without getting pass the M'sian customs and got held custody on a foreign land